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[Dec. 17th, 2007|06:33 pm] |
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Mama always told me that I should never give my heart away. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2007|10:06 am] |
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I've never been more sick in my liiiiiiiiiife. I've stayed home basically all weekend except for like 2 hours yesterday. I went home from school early on friday because i had a fever. I was sweating and shivering at the same time. Then I started crying and laughing at the same time. I just felt like shit and I thought I was gonna die. I couldn't even sleep :[ I hope that doesnt happen again.
Lately I haven't had time for anything I have a shitload of school work to do. Junior year sucks haaaaa. I worked 10 hours on a fucking powerpoint for anatomy on wednesday and thursday, some on tuesday. then the sound deleted twice so i had to redo it. It was hell.
Besides that things have been pretty shitty lately but I feel like I don't have the will to fix things, I'm too tired and worn out, all I want to do is sleep and lay around at home. I don't even go out anymore, I'm over partying. I'm over people. I need to get a job again, it will keep my busy in my spare time. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2007|07:09 pm] |
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| | JUSTICE | ] |
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[Jul. 9th, 2007|10:34 am] |
Liz got drunk for the first time last night. It was amazing. Fucking hilarious. "ITS OKAY IF I DO THIS ONCE IN A WHILE RIGHT?!" I have some vidoes and pitcures :]
Anyways. Um. That dance party on Tuesday was amazing. I liked it a lot and I want to go to more. The police came and they looked around a little bit just because they'd never seen that before then they left and said "It's better than those rap clubs, you won't get shot! Oh, and stay away from the E" I don't even think anyone was on it. I didn't see. haha Kay well I'm just bored at lizzies house. She went to work. Blahhhh. I have to go home and get ready to pick up Dilly Bar. HAHA. :] |
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[Jul. 4th, 2007|03:33 pm] |
Let me just say. I have to most amazing friends, and the best life ever.
We have too much fun :] |
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[Jun. 25th, 2007|08:09 am] |
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mm this summers been a pretty good one so far. starting with chris, the faint, palms party, cinevegas, lizzies bday, family, aunts wedding, lots of parties, firefest and claudia is coming on tuesday. We're gonna go see a Cirque show and I might go to Utah with them, if not, i get the house to myself...so i think i'm gonna stay here haha. Anyways, I don't really update anymore. I have the time, i just kinda forget. Oh, and I have my dads truck now. I can't wait to get my own car :] |
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[Jun. 20th, 2007|12:10 am] |
Evan changed horse the bands life.
miranda is over. we're not doing anything.
tomorrow i'm picking up dylan
friday my family comes to town
saturday sharons wedding
sunday, lizzayz berrday! |
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[Jun. 12th, 2007|12:42 am] |
Drunk nights at the gas station with Tyler Liz and Carlos.
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[May. 28th, 2007|10:49 pm] |
I have finals this week.
Out for summer this Friday.
My baby is coming this weekend.
Called for work next week.
Start working the week after that.
THE CAR IS COMING. |
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[May. 20th, 2007|09:44 pm] |
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I've become freakishly obsessed with American Apparel. I must spend like 100 bucks a week in there and I'm pretty sure I go there like 3-4 times a week. Today I spent 60 bucks on shorts and a sleeveless hoody. HAHAHA I have to get a job to support my fashion needs. Like seriously. Where should I apply? |
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[May. 19th, 2007|09:50 am] |
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Life has been good since Anthony and I broke up to be honest. Come to find out, he was being rude to me cause he thought Evan and I hooked up or something. HAHAHAHAHAHA PLEASE. Evan and I would never, ever hook up. Whatever. I like being happy. So yesterday Liz got me from school and we went to eat with Manny, then we walked around Breeze then we went for ice cream, went to see Travis and Jason. Then we went to her house, saw her mom then met up with Travis and went to Amesh's to smoke hoohah. Then we went to some random ass party where some of the old homies were. It was nice to see them. I never hang out anymore. Today, I don't know what's going on. We'll just have to see. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2007|09:16 pm] |
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| | Bad Habits | ] |
So I'm STARVING and tired. All I had today was 4 bottles of water and carrot/apple juice.
hahah fuck this detox shit. I can't wait to eat tomorrow! hahah I have a fruit bowl waiting
in the fridge with my name on it. :] I was busy today. Came home, went hiking, drove to
Blue Diamond, visited Mike, came home did my String Art project then typed my hedonist
paper. Now here I am, about to go to bed. I hope he calls me tonighttttt :] That would be
really nice. Oh, and I love this time of year. All I want to do is be outside or driving around
with all the windows down. It's so amazinggg. :] Climbing and Best Friend this weekend.
Daddys is gonna be out of town, it sucks cause we're pretty close now, I'll miss him. <3 |
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[Mar. 13th, 2007|10:29 pm] |
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I drank 2 bottles of water in 20 minutes, now I have to get up and go pee
ever 10 minutes...but I don't have a toilet. So I have to go alllll the way to
my moms room and bug her every 10 minutes. My poor mommy. HAHA.
So I'm feeling a lot better since yesterday. He called me last night and we
talked for a couple hours. I'm going to see him for sure over spring break.
I'm still pretty careless when it comes to anything else. I haven't really been
talking to my friends and if they try I usually respond with 1 word answers.
I feel bad, but I'll get over it.
Ryan stole my money today and he has to give me my Fight Club movie
back. He left his house phone here. Yeah, what a fucking dick. This is
why I fucking hate pot heads.
Oh, and I'm also starting detox tomorrow. Not like drug detox it's a body
cleansing detox. Tomorrow liquids only [which will kill me i'm gonna get
the worst headache ever] next day add fruit. next day add raw veggies.
next day add cooked veggies and brown rice. next day beans and lentils.
next day live yogurt and grains. then finally fish. WISH ME LUCK! |
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[Mar. 7th, 2007|07:33 pm] |
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So tonight Liz and I went on an epic journet to buy a plunger. :]
Besides that, this weekend is going to be absolutely amazing.
My babyboy is coming to Vegas to see me! I've missed him so
muchhh. My mom said that I can stay with him and do whatever.
She just has to talk to his parents or some shit.
I also get to see Colin on Friday night which will be amazing
considering I never fucking see him and he is my best friend.
HOW CAN I GO SO LONG WITHOUT SEEING HIM. Well, there
will be a lot of catchin up going down which will be nice. :] |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2007|06:05 pm] |
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I'm a happy camper :] |
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[Feb. 27th, 2007|10:00 pm] |
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| | I've Been Dying to Reach You. | ] |
I thought I was completely over you, I know part of me will always love you.
No matter how much I want to hate you, no matter how much I try to forget
you will always be there. Not a day has gone by that I haven't thought about
you. I don't know what this is. Maybe we will see eachother again one day. |
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[Feb. 26th, 2007|11:16 pm] |
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I'm still fucking siiiiiick. It's been a week and a half. What the fuck. People don't get sick for this long! :[
I need to bring my grades up. I want a job. I spend too much money and I'm scared I'm gonna become broke and that would suck. I can go into Go Raw & tell her to put me on the schedule whenever I want. I think I will be doing that soon but I need to get my health card.
I've decided, seriously this time, I don't want any men in my life. I don't want a boyfriend. I don't want to hook up with anyone. I don't want to be "seeing" anyone. Guys are all assholes except for my guy friends and they are amazing. I don't need some asshole to tie me down.
ALSO. I think I've decided I want to be a nutritionist. :] Now I have to get my grades up so I cant get into college. Who wants to tutor me in Chem and Geometry? I'm math retarded. >:[ |
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[Feb. 25th, 2007|10:31 pm] |
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So today started off to be a shitty day. I kinda feel like I'm forcing myself to
be happy but I'm really not. I don't know. I woke up to an empty house as
usual, which always sucks. My parents came home at like 2:30 and then
my dad and I went to look at cars for me. Here are the cars in order that I
want to get:
Acura TSX [used]
Civic EX 2dr
Infiniti G35 [used]
Mazda Speed 3
But really when it comes down to it I don't care. I just want my fucking car.
When I came home I cleaned, played guitar and did homework. I checked
my grades and I have 3 Cs. I don't think I'm gonna get into college. My
parents are gonna hate me if I don't UGH. I love Miranda and I love Colin.
I hope this week goes by fast, and I need a job. A fun job. Any suggestions? |
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[Feb. 21st, 2007|08:40 pm] |
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So the past couple of days have sucked. I've been really fucking sick. My
mom let me stay home from school, no questions asked on Tuesday.
Now if you know me, you know my mom won't let me miss school EVER.
When I get sick I take it like a baby and I get really emotional and I cry
about every little thing. I'm also a big bitch.
Tim and I are over. I tried to end it twice but I guess he wanted to say he
broke up with me, so I gave him another chance yesterday and he broke
up with me today. Yeah thanks. You're cool buddy.
Sharon passed away yesterday at 8 in the morning. I was upset when I
found out, but it really hit me today. I've been crying for like 2 hours. I feel
so selfish. I should be happy she's isn't in pain anymore. Plus I know
she wouldn't want me to be upset. I just dont know what to do. I don't know
how to react. I don't know what to say. All I can do is mope around.
This morning i woke up with a really bad feeling. I don't know. It was a guilty
feeling, but it was also like I felt something bad was gonna happen. I don't
know why. I haven't done anything wrong. Shit. I just need to feel better. I hate
being so down and so lonely.
I miss Colin. I really really miss Colin. and I love him. and I want to talk
to him. and I want to spend time with him. and i want to...i don't know.
yeah. i love colin. kay bye. |
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